lucifer's life ^_^
hi, my name is lucifer and i am 25 years old. <(^_^)> i use all pronouns and i am new to neocities :3 i am entirely new to coding and designing and this is super fun for me. i have a girlfriend who lives with me and a couple of cats and i live somewhere.... hehe.
i am an artist of many things, i create all kinds of things and its the only thing that fulfills me. i am always on a journey of healing and recovery and i hope i can help someone else with my journey as well, that even if one person who reads my silly little site feels touched by something ive said then that is good for me and i feel like this is all worth it, though then again, this is art!! its always worth it even if i was the only one looking :3
i have been through horrors beyond human comprehension and now i cope by pretending that i am a dog ꒱
the one thing ill proudly flaunt is that i am queer and autistic, and for many years now i found it hard to enjoy or develop my interests and that was a Great Suffering and now im starting to feel better ♡
So my current interests are The Witcher, Game of Thrones, The Mario Franchise, Neocities, One Piece, myself, art, The Magician's Series (the books) and my writing project ocs
i have always struggled with making and keeping friends, i never had any as a kid or teen, so as an adult i didnt know how to deal with the ones i developed and a lot of people including myself have been hurt. so i am very thankful for the friends i have now, if you are my friend, thank you, really, it means so much that you care for me, i hope to make more friends along the way
somedays i want turn into a bug, it seems a far simpler life, but then a nice breeze hits, my girlfriend makes me laugh so hard i cant breathe, and i look around and realize that life really is worth it and i hate it, i hate it so much sometimes, i love it, i love the feeling of existing and the crushing weight of it all even when its so heavy i am choking on it. anyways thanks for reading :3
the one thing ill proudly flaunt is that i am queer and autistic, and for many years now i found it hard to enjoy or develop my interests and that was a Great Suffering and now im starting to feel better ♡
So my current interests are The Witcher, Game of Thrones, The Mario Franchise, Neocities, One Piece, myself, art, The Magician's Series (the books) and my writing project ocs
i have always struggled with making and keeping friends, i never had any as a kid or teen, so as an adult i didnt know how to deal with the ones i developed and a lot of people including myself have been hurt. so i am very thankful for the friends i have now, if you are my friend, thank you, really, it means so much that you care for me, i hope to make more friends along the way
somedays i want turn into a bug, it seems a far simpler life, but then a nice breeze hits, my girlfriend makes me laugh so hard i cant breathe, and i look around and realize that life really is worth it and i hate it, i hate it so much sometimes, i love it, i love the feeling of existing and the crushing weight of it all even when its so heavy i am choking on it. anyways thanks for reading :3